This is not the memory of names
or the consequence of time held high.
Nor is it the specifics of information garnered
from the fragile truth of books
to our changed perceptions
the blessed, flexible vision of the eyes.
I have no simple justification for what I have chosen
besides how it feels, like blooming on fire
and its subsequent comfort. The epitaph of humanity,
the transfer of growth. Here, among us all
I know you as if you were my own.
You know me and now I know the world.
What more is there to remember.
We receive fairytales as if
they are welcome friends
and wave anxious goodbyes
to truthful travelers.
Where though does reality live
but beside the inspiration
of the sleepless. And the martyrs
of endless days. The hands that touch
children’s minds with pronounced sympathy.
Hope lives in the touch of words.
For what more can we say that
the angels deserve for their choices.
I am frightened to know what
the judges sentence for goodwill.
I have seen the Earth without angels,
the darkness that children find behind closed doors.
There are no hands to heal tomorrow.
There are no angels, no faith
in the dollars that speak louder than love.
It is symbolic, his first task
his small hands isolated in a tiny fellowship,
palms following trails of hubris and sunshine,
years behind, few and many waiting beyond this door.
This child will perform for the sake of anyone,
for the sake of windows and the morning,
for the sake of years to come,
for the ones who will remember him with or without a name,
in light or in darkness.
Be it his witness, be it his creator.
So high and lofty—
the tower of a wise saint.
A mystic multiplies, so aware of the truth he builds on.
Present for second chances and stronger foundations.
Everyday the small saints build towers.
The blocks rise and fall.
But we remain ahead of ourselves for what
we know of the beginning.
From what I know of what takes us away
And brings us back.
Pink horizon of morning,
We call it hope in the wakening sky.
The distance in possession of touchable memories,
Far away but tangible to the awakened eye.
Images roll past, the grasp of the ever-clouded mind.
I must remember more at these junctures.
The coming of Spring is not far behind.
Embrace abandon with these young apparitions.
We are teachers and students discovering life.
Living through the ground as hesitant ghosts,
Revisiting the woods and the sky.
Let us uncover slowly the secrets of Spring,
Enchanted, the days pass us by.
Aroma of life has now stricken us numb,
The cabbage of the season has partnered with the skunk.
What irony the marriage of these two of a kind,
the most pungent babies of Spring.
Curious creations, after the heaviest of snow,
I accept the curiosity of life and envelope the unknown.
I must remember more at these junctures.
Remind me again, sweet aroma of Spring.
Pink horizon of morning, you are ahead of me now.
Walk onward. We will find it. The coming of Spring.
Where will the children take us?
Today, I planned to look past
the hollow tree
did not consider the night animals
and how they take slumber
the spider and his handiwork
I failed to recognize the smell of pine
the surpassing aroma of rotting leaves
and the caution of ducks
their need to frolic in peace
and their territory beyond our reach
in our view, our eyes ahead
far beyond this touch, this landscape
the far reaches of beauty
of this there is no doubt
but the passing of a peak
a Fall that walks in another direction
where mysteries still beckon from
and the children continue to call—
look over here
yes, in the front of you
here is the answer. you just
need to ask the question.
In pictures I teach the students about
the apple tree and what it learns
about its own life
that blossoms will
come upon spring and the lush green
bursts of foliage will cover its upper
body in summer
and that soon—at now
the fruits of summer life will step forth
in memories as round and as crisp as orbs
that lie loose on the lines of its branches.
How proper that on these days I
become that tree. I become the fall
and its memories. Its pages that when dropped
can be scattered in words
and propelled from the mouths of babes
their flavorful sweet songs
the melodies and their company
which serve to warm us on the coming winter days.
I always will be
of five children
in the fields
she couldn’t take care of me
my grandmother took care of me
the car wash company
with two numbers
so I crossed the desert
my aunt crossed with us
to the refugee camp
we were alone
after the demons
killed my uncle and my father
in the village
treated me like a princess
she told me
I would find a castle